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Friday, November 15, 2013

I'M OFFICIALLY OLD

Assalamualaikum...
How are you?
Hope you are fine and happy..... ;-)


Jeng jeng jeng!!!!!! Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to myself, happy birthday to meeeeeee....... Wahhhhhh!!!! now I realize how old I am... What an old age but I'm not telling you the number because age is a women's secret... I'm so happy today and a little sad too because usually my family is around to celebrate it with me, but since I'm away to the south I just can miss them from far...I really do miss them a lot... Miss you mother, miss you father, miss you sister and miss you my tall brother....

But I have good friends here....Today they celebrate it with me... We eat Mcd, they buy cakes for me and after that they bashed me with eggs... Oooohhhhhhh!!!!! thank god I'm not wearing anything fancy today.... Surely they will have my revenge later but this, I will remember until the end of my life.... I will miss them aaaaaaa LOOOOTTTTTT!!!!!! Even though we know each other for nearly about 4 years, but it feels just like yesterday to have them as friends.... I love you all...






Those are the pictures when we went to Singapore during our second year in here and I really miss the moment to just hang out together... 

Thank you my friends and may Allah bless you with success in your lifetime.... I really appreciate for all the things that you've done for me and may our friendship last longer until Jannah... In Sya Allah....

Thank you and thank you....  




Saturday, November 9, 2013

My Greatest Dream...

Assalamualaikum...
How are you?
May Allah bless you all with prosperity and easiness...

Okay, it's been 3 months since my last entry in here. So, today I want to tell you a story about a little girl's dream...A few years back, there is one little girl who dreams of flying to Middle East and hold the status as a medical student.. And yes, she got the offer to do Medic in Egypt.. But unfortunately, due to poor family and lack of knowledge, she missed the chance...And yet, she continued her study to Form 6 and finally now hold the status as a teacher to be, Insyallah... Until now she's still has the same dream as before, dreaming to be one of  "The" qualified international student anywhere in any part of the world...Yes, that little girl is me...

Funny isn't? I know it sounds stupid to waste the precious money into something that I know can help the family to become better in the future, but honestly I WANT to study overseas... I'm not very sure if my family will accept my greatest dream, but for Allah's sake I want to do this for them... I know as the oldest sister in the family, the future responsibility is in my hands plus I have a sister and brother that needs support especially financial support for their better education... But I do really want this because I know the moment I take the burdens, I would no longer have the TIME and INTENTION to do it sincerely even though I have the money... Many people don't understand that and I was so pissed of it..They don't know me and yet, they are all "sibok-sibok" interfering my life, telling me to do this and that, not do this and that...Arrrgggghhhh!!! I'm very angry with all the "sibok" people...

Honestly, I know my family will understand me but as the Oldest, I am very concern about my family condition.. I know how my parents are hardly getting the money for their children's sake, I know it is hard to obtain even a single penny, working until late to find  Halal money for the family, don't bother their own health, hunger and thirst, smiling until old...

Before I enter the university, I don't really understand their difficulties but as I grow older and facing various challenges here including financial problem, now I realize it is not easy to have the full enjoyment.. Having only limited financial support from the government agency, I have to find a solution.. Alhamdulillah Allah helps me until now.. I got a part-time work and additional funding at the end of the month even though the money I got is only pass for about 1 week... But I am very grateful with all the help I get from the people around me..What you need is only EFFORT, CHANCES, COURAGE, BLESSING from ALLAH and your parents..

And to tell you, if I insists of going to EGYPT six years ago, I would not having a smooth education experience because a year after I got the offer, ARAB SPRING happened... Allahuakbar... Subhanallah... Allah knows what is the best for me and my family... Alhamdulillah... Now, I know my chances to do Master and PHD are all open and I just have to find the right time to do it... And I have friends with the same dream too.. Thank you Allah for your greatest story timeline.... I will try the very best and think wisely before achieving the tittle Dr. in front of my unique name... Amin...

Monday, August 19, 2013

Tanggapan terhadap Novel Cinta

Assalamualaikum...
How are you?
May Allah SWT bless you all...

Sejak kebelakangan ini, bumi sering dibasahi air hujan... Terima kasih atas kurnianya yang tidak terhingga manfaatnya... Memang seronok membaca buku dalam suasana yang sejuk dan menenangkan seperti sekarang.. Sambil ditemani secawan teh atau kopi yang panas, duduk bersandar senang di atas kerusi yang terletak disudut bilik tidur yang suram cahayanya..

Selalu yang akan saya gapai adalah sebuah buku cinta yang ditulis oleh penulis tempatan.. Minat juga pada yang international tapi hati masih tetap pada buku yang menggunakan bahasa ibunda tercinta... Lebih mudah terpesona dengan lenggok bahasa yang kadangkala lidah tidak dapat membicarakannya... Jatuh cinta dengan jalan cerita yang kadangkala tidak masuk akal katanya... Tapi itulah keindahan sebuah buku yang ditulis dengan kesabaran, keseronokan dan kesedihan jari - jemari pesona....

Bagi saya, novel - novel yang ditulis penulis tempatan tidak kurang hebatnya dengan novel - novel antarabangsa.. Mungkin keterbatasan kefahaman memahami tulisan Melayu yang menjadikan buku - buku tempatan sukar untuk menembusi pasaran luar negara... Tapi percayalah, buku - buku ini mempunyai keistimewaan yang sukar digambarkan dengan kata - kata jika dihayati dengan sesungguhnya...

Saya suka dengan novel - novel cinta.. Seronok memanjakan diri dengan khayalan - khayalan romantis yang ditulis oleh penulis... Sepertinya saya pula yang menjadi watak utamanya... Suka dengan angan - angan yang boleh diciptakan semasa membaca novel - novel bertemakan cinta.. Walaupun kadangkala nampak seperti mengarut dan mustahil, tetapi itulah indahnya fantasi...

Yang tidak enak adalah apabila orang berkata buruk tentang novel-novel seperti ini... Ada yang mencebik dan ada juga yang mengejek apabila melihat saya membaca novel cinta... Bagi mereka, membaca novel - novel seperti ini tidak ada standardnya seperti membaca buku ilmiah yang memang tidak dinafikan kepentingannya... Novel cinta hanyalah untuk mereka yang berjiwa lemah dan lembut sahaja.. Tiada faedahnya...

Saya hanya senyum sahaja dengan semua itu.. Tidak perlu dikisahkan orang - orang seperti itu yang tidak tahu keasyikan melayan novel - novel cinta ini... Kerana mereka tidak tahu bahawa cerita yang ditulis oleh penulis juga diambil daripada pengalaman hidup yang dijalani oleh orang disekeliling kita... Terfikirkah kamu bagaimana mereka mampu untuk menghasilkan penulisan yang mampu memberi pengalaman hebat kepada pembaca? Walaupun ramai yang mengatakan itu semua banyak yang direka sahaja, tetapi tidakkah kamu perasan, cerita - cerita yang dibawa serupa dengan senario yang kamu jalani sekarang?

Bercinta, mencintai, dicintai, dikhianati, mengkhianati, disakiti, menyakiti, dinodai, ternodai, menodai, bertanggungjawab, berusaha, berjaya, gagal, nafsu, dendam, sayang, dengki, cemburu, taubat, insaf, benci, suka, percaya, mempercayai, dipercayai, kuat, lemah, waras, gila, sedih, gembira... Itu semua ada dalam kehidupan seorang manusia...

Bukan itu sahaja, novel - novel cinta juga dilengkapi dengan info - info menarik dan fakta - fakta terbaik yang kadangkala tidak kamu jumpa dalam satu buku ilmiah... Jangan disempitkan fikiranmu itu dengan tanggapan yang buruk tentang novel cinta... Bacalah satu, hayatinya dengan kesungguhan, pengalaman itu akan dapat kamu rasakan sehingga kadangkala kamu pula yang merasa kebahagiaan dan kesakitan watak yang ditonjolkan..

Tetapi AWAS satu perkara juga, jangan sampai kamu pula yang dirasuk dengan angan - angan yang dicipta oleh penulis.. Contohnya seperti tema klise yang sering digunakan penulis sekarang  iaitu kahwin kontrak / kahwin paksa, mula - mula benci, lama - lama suka, akhirnya bahagia setelah semua musuh kecundang dengan nasib berbeza-beza... Ataupun menjadi orang gaji di rumah orang kaya berpangkat kerabat, berstatus VIP, VVIP, terperangkap dalam kejadian tangkap basah, dipaksa kahwin sebab nak tutup malu, mula- mula benci, mulanya kes cemburu, lama- lama suka, akhirnya bahagia tetapi mesti sakit nak mati dahulu sebelum keajaiban cinta menyelamatkan cerita...

JANGAN SESEKALI TERBABAS BERFANTASI SEHINGGA AKAL DAN IMAN DIKETEPIKAN SEMATA - MATA PERCAYA DENGAN CERITA YANG BELUM TENTU SAMA NASIBNYA DENGAN QADA' QADAR YANG TELAH DITETAPKAN ALLAH SWT UNTUK KAMU HAMBANYA... BERANGAN ITU BOLEH TETAPI JANGAN SAMPAI KAMU TIADA HARGA DIRI UNTUK DIPERTAHANKAN KELAK...

INGATLAH.. CERITA YANG DITULIS ADALAH DEMI PENGAJARAN DAN PEDOMAN SI PEMBACA.. BERFIKIRLAH DENGAN IMAN DAN JANGAN TURUTKAN HAWA NAFSU YANG SEMEMANGNYA MEMBERI KEBURUKAN..



Thursday, August 1, 2013

Ramadan

Assalamualaikum...
May ALLAH bless you..

So, it's been nearly a month since Muslims are having their fasting... Tired, thirst and hunger are part of it... Ramadan is the month for Muslims to seek ALLAH forgiveness ultimately... Ramadan gives Muslims tremendous rewards for those who really mean it...Truly seek for ALLAH blessings.. During Ramadan, all the hell gates are closed and all heaven doors are open... Kalamullah - Al Quran - is revealed to our last prophet, Nabi Muhammad SAW... Allah biggest gift to us... Helping Muslims walk along the true and real path... Far away from being lost.. And don't forget Malam LailatulQadar, one night that is better than a thousand night... Can be seen and feel only by the chosen people.. Chosen by Allah..

Ramadan... one of the most special month in Islam calendar... Regret it if you don't appreciate Ramadan.. Once you miss it, you wouldn't meet it the same as before... Fill your Ramadan with Taubat... Insyallah JANNAH is promised for you...


Sunday, July 28, 2013

Puisiku

Kehidupan sempurna tidaklah ada,
Kehidupan abadi janganlah didambakan,

Tiada apa yang perlu diubah,
Semuanya sudah cantik dan indah,

Burung - burung di atas pohon merimbun,
Duduk berkicau berbicara dengan riuhnya,
Angin bertiup melebarkan sayap pelangi,
Terpesona alam yang sungguh lebat sekali,

Jangan kau kisahkan katak yang berteduh,
Pandanglah pada awan membawa hujan,
Tiada lagi keperluan kau mengeluh,
Suasana sejuk yang sentiasa nyaman,

Pergilah suram dan kerisauan,
Pergilah jauh ditiup sang bayu,
Terbanglah engkau ke hujung dunia,
Membawa sekali harapan palsu,

Di sini tinggal panas kehangatan,
Memberi pedoman,
Di sana ada cerah kejelasan,
Membenarkan kebenaran yang ditinggal kepupusan,
Semaikan iman,
Hidupkan cahaya putih itu,
Setia pada penciptamu.