Ridiculous

Assalamualaikum..

Hello World...

Happy fasting...

It's been 2 months since my last entry in here.... I am working now but not as a practical teacher anymore but as an internship student at ILPKL... The surrounding here in ILP is good and the people also nice... I will be in here until the end of August, meaning my internship is only for 2 months... Can't wait till the last day of this tiring responsibility... Miss my UNI and my friends in Johor Bahru..

Ok, what I wanna tell you is that now I just realize, my blog is filled mostly with my love fantasy story... Filled with my story of my fantasy future spouse, my story of my fantasy future life, the story of my life whose thirst for love....Hahahaha.... What a pathetic blog I have.. This is so sad.. Shame on me...

But honestly that would be my true intention when I sign up blogger.com  for the first time 4 years ago...This blog is my space to express my feeling towards anything especially my love world... Hahahahahaha... I am so pathetic... I guess a person like me don't deserve a blog of myself... 

But who cares? I don't think people out there would be so excited to care about my blog as long as I don't write anything controversial right? Hmm, sometimes I feel so annoyed with my own personal expression... I feel like a desperate woman... But to delete all of the annoyed stuffs, I can't do it... Maybe next time but not in the meantime..

Maybe I just need to calm down a bit, to just breathe, relax and think again of what have I done to this blog...A little correction and new consciousness about this life is what I need to bring up the mood again..Yeah, maybe it's all I need after all...

Ok, see you next time...